I digress back a few years to when I was quite young… maybe around 4 or 5. I am sitting in my bedroom playing and notice that there are two small children spirits sitting in my room. They are having a very animated conversation. I cannot hear the words, but I can see their mouths moving and their arms and hands gesturing. My first thought was that they are ghosts. I never was afraid, it actually seemed normal. And then I thought, maybe they are my guardian angels. (That is pretty neat.) I wondered what they were talking about; it seemed like quite the discussion.
Have you ever seen the Tom and Jerry cartoon where Tom, the cat, had a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other shoulder acting as his conscience? Well, I thought they were discussing how to help me do the right thing. My two little personal angels are here, just for me. I saw them a lot over the next few years, but unfortunately as I got older, I saw them less and less.
Now, I wonder, were those two the spirits of my two children now? Were they waiting for the right time to be born? I may never know.